Hweeeeeeeeeeee

16 feb 09

2009-02-16T13:59:00.003+08:00

i wanted that pair of shades badly and its oos. ):
if they're not going to restock, i think i will start to hate that person who didnt managed to order them for me. grrr.

28 Jan 09

2009-01-28T00:06:00.002+08:00

its the second day of chinese new year: i almost got run down by a bus 21 on the way home. ):
suddenly, i realised something. life's fragile isnt it!

6 jan 09

2009-01-07T02:21:00.002+08:00

i cant believe this. i am reading day and night! now at eclipse. (:
i am start to imagine things. like associating someone i know with Edward.

latenight madness.

02 Jan 09

2009-01-02T00:32:00.002+08:00

Happy new year to all! my skin is peeling on this very first day of 2009. ): whats worse is i'm dark. suddenly turned 'international' again. i spent my countdown on the coach from malaysia to singapore. this time round with leen with me. we must have missed all the fun back in singapore. ): we spent 5 days in malaysia right after christmas in our laid-back pace. the sea games was exciting though. the next 5 days, i shall try to stay at home as much as possible to restore my glow.

because my brain is too fried and frozen right now. i shall update again another day, hopefully with pictures. im currently too bothered by my skin tone.

and new moon! (:

20 Dec 08

2008-12-20T01:25:00.001+08:00

if your heart is always searching, can you ever find a home?

18 Dec 08

2008-12-19T00:08:00.002+08:00

i missed two episodes of nyonya already and i am sad. ):
i walked too much and i am tired. ):
i talked too much and i am thirsty. ):
i ate too much and i am fat. ):
i spend little but i am broke. ):

07 Dec 08

2008-12-07T00:34:00.004+08:00

that day before chalet, wife and i went to marina square. and guess what, we saw sesame street friends! we stood there and watch the show which i have watched twice already. wife and i agreed that cookie monster look like alvin. and that ernie is gay! she love them so much that she want to bring them home. haha. i thought elmo should look abit smaller. ):

during the photo shoots, it seems like every kids got pulled the elmo's side. then we was like oh poor cookie monster, looks like he's so left out like that.

the chalet was pretty fun. thanks hanrong! wife and i was super late, and we were real sorry. haha. didnt managed to take any photos. but i was a great cook! alicia and wife said the chicken steak i barbecued was goooooooodd. hanrong also said my chicken wings was nice. eh singapore got talent! *SMUG LOOK* hahaha. but then again, maybe not as good as alvin. ):

anyway, quite alot of people birthday recently. even though i already wished them somehow. still want to wish them here again.
HAPPYBIRTHDAY!!! to hanrong, alvin, and cheryl. (:

i drew you guys a birthday cake. not very pretty, but its effort that counts lah. hee.

goodnight. and hope tonight everybody sleeps well. including me =X

4december 08

2008-12-04T08:02:00.003+08:00

good morning! it is 8.05am in the morning, and i broke my record! i didnt sleep the whole night. zzzzzzzzz. insomnia is getting worse. helpppppp.
this is retribution. goodluck goodbye to me.

26 nov 08

2008-11-26T01:09:00.002+08:00

im bored to death. until the extent that i dont feel like waking up early every morning. to avoid thinking of what to do. totally no motivation. i want to start running. start my slimming plan. but it kept delaying, since i kept nuah-ing at home.

fat. that scary word. grrrrr.
i shall run tmr. or i will not blog again hahahaha.

since my daily routine is not exciting, i shall not mention it. zzz.
boring to the extent that i am worried that i might start doing all the tys again.

22 Nov 08

2008-11-23T02:22:00.003+08:00

today went over to his place and we made pasta. dont really look good, but it was tasty :D

cause i put in heart and soul in trying to help. well, he said it wasnt really successful.

anyway, i learnt new stuff today. he said normally people use butter instead of oil.

i shall try it next time.
suddenly thought of how i was so determined to make sushi the other time. mum actually used up my precious rice intended for sushi, to cook porridge. funnnyyyyy.

today i saw the Persian cat and dog in that house near my place again. damn cute. like Garfield and that dog like that. haha. next time i shall take a picture and post it. (if i ever catch them both at the door together next time, SIGH)

that day i took a picture of femo at yvonne's place. i thought he was damn cute. yet damn scary. i think he has fetish for legs. cause he gets very agitated and runs towards me whenever i am standing. and he was just alright when im sitting on the chair.

look at how innocent he looks. a devil in disguise. tsk tsk.

see, he has a dog plushie that looks a little like him. (i placed it there, laughs*)

this is the time when i wished i kept a pet like that. like a miniature pig or dog that will never grow in size. like if only i kept a pet. haha. and i can hear it. i knew exactly what mum will say. zzzzz

2008-11-22T00:22:00.005+08:00

A's over. we really went to sing song, play mahjong. hahaha.

it was AWESOME, cause we won! :D not alot though.

and i have a very interesting picture here.

lets see... oh my god, who's that!

(mahjong with terrorist!)

and alvin tried to infect my phone with this.

oh my god! scary virus.

since A's over, im chionging dramas and games. well, i finished hotshot, and still moving on!

i played orisinal games again.

it has been so long since i last scored that! SEE!oh yes. that day cheryl and i went to koba to eat, then i found this piece of meat in my kimchi soup which look like t-rex! damn cute.

wife said shes going to blog about phinphin and im still waitingggggg~

sigh. her exams are coming. and im so wife-deprived.

superbored.damn nuah.

zzzzz.

14 nov 08

2008-11-14T00:53:00.003+08:00

hi, im back. everybody kept saying my blog is dead. hahah. A's officially ending in like 5 days. damn exciting. and i just screwed up my econs paper. its definitely one ugly grade on cert now. i have been having this idea for quite some while, i shall retake if i got any D. should i?

anyway, i have lots of plans after a's. wife and me got this crazy idea of having chalet for a month! hahaha. at some super nice terrace near my place. and we kept talking about christmas. where shall we go and what to do. so far, the plan should be PYJAMAS PARTY//! hahaha. i want to go on some vacation, and disneylanddddd! wife's going to bangkok! scaryyyyyyy.

oh yah, that day she suddenly text me and said she bought me a candycane when i just woke up from a long nap. i got a shock, and i thought i slept through christmas. lol. its still early, wifeee. (shes super exicted luh)

tmr its chem paper 1. zzzz. one hour.
feeling damn braindead now.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2008-05-01T23:07:00.002+08:00

so shiok! im in the midst of the four days holiday! ok, its one day down with nothing done. actually yes, i met up with him. i finally took a good look at myself in the mirror, and realise i've got dark rings around my eyes, and i look damn haggard. i have been feeling ugly these days. thats so sad.

this funny phrase of the week:
the only thing attractive about you is gravity.

anyway, this is a week full of birthdays! let me say HAPPY BIRTHDAY! to all.
29th (tue) : edwin's birthday
30th (wed) : zean's birthday
02 (friday) : leen, alicia ang, wenyao's birthday

this is specially for wifeeee:
HAPPY 18th! hope you get more and more attractive in the coming birthday. not just the gravity alright! dont be so blur alright, its jackie jackie jackie chan! hahah, i've always enjoy your company, wife. thanks! and and, i will always love you. (:

well well, shall i mug or shall i not.

05 march 08

2008-03-05T16:02:00.002+08:00

yay, ct is finally over. here comes the long-awaited holidays. woohoo.
anyway, econs paper was so unexpected! market failure came out for drq. x.x
and we all was happily thinking its international trade. ha horrible.
as for gp paper, as usual, damn boring passage. enough of religious and thinking.
and tue papers, maths which i missed out studying integration, was deadly. all the by-parts integrations came out. i was like totally gave up. out of the how many few questions, majority is integration. might as well kill me. you know, i so regret it for readin up on my clueless complex nos. this will be the worst math paper i ever had.
chem, i didnt study in anticipation that it will wont be do-able. but, it came out alright. i mean alright if i had studied. sigh, i totally failed in investing.
nevermind about it. IT"S OVER.

yes, so me and huua, post-exam alr. holiday,singsong,playmahjong. after chem paper, three of us went to eat, cause we was already damn hungry during the chem paper. then me and huua went to do threading. and went shopping at bugis. how sad, i didnt buy anything i like again. seriously, i hate free-size clothes. ):

oh, last friday we went to celebrate yating's belated birthday. we actually sang her a birthday song right in front of precious tots. so many people was staring at us. ha but it was fun. so, those people must be thinking yating's birthday is on the leap day! yating is only 4 and a half years old.
we sat outside the cathay to take photos. it was so embarassing! yhih huua and sam was posing like nobody's business. then we had a while's chat of our sch life. and headed back home. a long and tiring day.

actually come to think of it, a's is just around the corner. cause its march alr.
and i just wasted 1yr and 3 months of my jc life.
sigh.

23 feb 08

2008-02-23T12:51:00.002+08:00

yet im still alive.
doing econs essays on a saturday afternoon.
pining high hopes. that i will pass all my tests and exams.
trying to catch up with all the tutorials.
im so bored. hungry. tired.

sigh.

22 feb 08

2008-02-22T23:31:00.003+08:00

ARGH, i am feeling so tired, lousy and unjust.
its just life. my already-sick-of-it life.

21 feb 07

2008-02-21T22:31:00.004+08:00

i am SO GLAD. i lag behind so many tutorials.
ha, oh my god.
sch days has been hectic. and health seems poorer than usual. :X
arghh, very giddy. spa today is sad case. obviously know the answer alr, but did so many times still didnt realise my mistake. damn dumb. ):
so, tmr napfa 2.4, and i havent been running lately. and after yesterday's training, my whole body is aching! ayy, damn sian.
have been happy lately, i dont know why.
i feel like singing. (((:

and
and
and i miss those days.

17 feb 08

2008-02-17T23:09:00.007+08:00

valentines' finally over. have been busy present hunting. ha.

so, i've got cookies from michelle. hair tie from cheryl. and little keychain fom ang.

we were complaining, no flowers! ha, actually i did received.

like so SWEEEEEEET!

i think hes intending to make me fat! turn me into a pig luh.

anyway, i have been pretty amazed by my 'getting-smaller-appetite'! i think its a good sign! i realised my best record is to survive without food for hrmm, about 24 hours! i mean including about 6 hours of my sleep. oh my god! what an achievement. haha

i think this is so sweeeeet. this expensive made in china keychain! cheat my feelings, me and huua thought it was made in japan cause of the japanese words, the other side of the tag says 'made in china'! grrrr. there goes my 26 bucks for two 'madeinchina'.

its elmo and cookiemonster :))))))
sweeeeeeeeeeet.

so, yesterday we watched cj7. ohhh, its touching and soooooo cute! actually, its not as funny as i actually expect it to be. but, the qi zai is cuuuutttteeeeeee! i feel so sad when he die.

and today, watched kungfu dunk with leeen. i was totally mesmerised! its like the threee of them is sooooooooo coool! faints* jay is so cute! the show makes slamdunk seems like a piece of cake. awesome! girls will go crazy!

then in the evening, we watched ah long. ha, very very very funny! i think its the funniest local production ever! quite worth watching. ha, go watch if you want a good laugh.

anyway, today is a very sinful day. put aside the money spent, i ate a total of a set of breakfast, two sets of nacho combo with EXTRA cheese, and starbucks vanilla frappuccino. its so fattening! arghh. havent really shed the fats gained during chinese new year, and now theres new additions! so irritating.

had a long day. expensive weekend. and forever no progress tutorials.
hope econs tmr will be a less intensive one. goodluck man.
nights. (:

10 feb 08

2008-02-10T15:08:00.000+08:00

the five day holidays coming to an end. so sad.
no more sleeping till afternoon.
no more watching tevee from day to night.
no more shopping.

this new year has been especially quiet. now i know how it feels to spend new year in singapore. dead boring! its like bored to the extent that you will have totally nothing to do, but tutorials. went shopping on 2nd,3rd and 4th day of new year. ha, so many shops closed. ahhh. so bored. i missed today's outing at sentosa, and im bored to death now. grrrr, should have went.

rotting.
rotting.
rotting.

22 jan 08

2008-01-22T23:00:00.000+08:00

ze an's spasticness ought to be spreaded!

♠ HWEE says:
beattyians these days
♠ HWEE says:
all i never see before one
.. says:
haha yesterday just born 1
.. says:
instant children just add hot water and cover for 4mins
♠ HWEE says:
LOL

anyway, i have been very concerned about these england mini pet pigs.
wanting to blog about it for very long.

its pocket-sized pig breed! very cuteeeee ;DDDD

all along, i have this crazy idea of keeping a pig as a pet.

you know its quite impossible in singapore. it might just get cooked anytime.

how wonderful it is to own a pocket-sized pig!
will it be in singapore anytime soon? (:

and seee, its soooooooo cute!

soooo adorable!

nights, people!

22 jan 08

2008-01-22T19:16:00.000+08:00

i am very very very upset right now.
think tmr's econs is a goner.
sigh. all the best to all.

hwee.

18 jan o8

2008-01-18T23:12:00.000+08:00

i am beginning to believe i am really quite suay these days.

yesterday, i got my greatest shock of the week. it was like late in the night about 11pm when i was on my way home. i was already so dead tired. when i stepped out of the lift at 6th floor. to my HORROR, note the word horror. i saw a wild black dog, half my size, at the storey 6 lift lobby, running from the staircase to the corridor. its very very paranoid, thinking that i am going to harm it. the moment i move, it seem as if it want to come closer to me. i was like damn scare. whats more, the woman in the lift shut the lift door behind me, despite knowing that theres a dog. grrr. i feel so cornered! neither can i go home nor go elsewhere. so i called home for help. haha. and took the next lift down one floor and take the other stairs up. like what a day man. suay to the max that i even see a wild dog at level 6. madness.

this morning, i saw the same dog again. downstairs when i was running late for sch. and i realised i have been running late for the whole of this week. cause i keep missing the same train by a split second. how suay! i wonder how it get to the ground floor last night. ahha. anyway, i am really suay. i will prove to you how.

last week incident. i dropped my lock on my feet. like so accurate and precise! straight down on my feet and i can tell you, that hurts! during weekend, i had a cut on my leg cause i knocked onto the edge of the glass ornament in my house. its quite a deep cut. obviously painful.

like all the bruises and cuts are not enough for me, i suffered a great shock this week, from the dog. and today, i scalded myself when i spilled hot milo. oh, to think its a male teacher who knocked onto my elbow, made me spill it, and worst still didnt say sorry! so maddening. and you bet, its to the max painful. now its still red and swollen. it hurts especially bad during the start of training. grrrr.

about training today, ankle hurts! seriously, cannot find a part of me which is not aching. haha. but today we so slack, its to the max slack. but it was fun, with just the few of us fooling around. :DDDDDDDDD

the shoe thing was funny. new event for Olympics. why not!

its quite possible right. lol.

i tried eating my first mouthful of proteins today. we all ate toufu! maybe what clive say could be true. (:

well, hope that next week will be better!

nights.

14 jan 08

2008-01-14T22:45:00.000+08:00

its a monday. sigh. tiredness setting in.
i just woke up from an extended afternoon nap. and should be doing some maths before sleeping again. how can i ever slim down sleeping so much.

what a eventful day in sch. first lesson of the day, ms zeenat screamed at almost every single one of us in the class. for a short answer attempt on a 10 mark question. my heart almost stopped. really dont remember when is the last time i got yelled at. anyway, they say she has been kind to us already. i mean i cant imagine how much worse it can get, if this is already considered kind. i suffered more shock than usual, since she ask me to draw diagrams on the board and explain. i admit having a weak heart, that i have the book in my hand, with the correct answers and yet i answered wrongly. i actually forgot to refer to my explanation written in my book.

my left foot is hurting right now, as much as my right hand. i hit the edge of a metal railing, this morning when i was rushing for time. and just now, when i was at lockers this afternoon, my lock drop on my feet. w=mg. is the height going to affect the impact too. it dropped from the top most locker. its to the max painful can.

so, got caught in the rain on my way back. and theres this malay lady i saw when queuing up for my waffle, very rude. was complaining to my aunt just now. she obviously cut queue and still raising her voice at the waffle girl, saying that she came first and all. just because of one waffle, just how ugly one can be. tsk tsk.

i am looking forward to wed, first session with j1s. finally training will be less intense. (:
hope it will be fun and many j1s will come.

tomorrow will be a better day. hopefully.
nights.

12 jan 08

2008-01-12T18:07:00.000+08:00

breakfast at boonkeng as usual. then, this lady approach mom and i, asking us to take our weight and all. she said her weighing machine can measure body fats. i am curious. haha. it turn out to be so untrue! im not that fat can! it says 24.1 percent fats. lousy machine, still need to key in age and height manually. well, its just numbers. i dont look fat right! sigh.

then went threading with mom. and shopped.

i always agree with the sentence, there's no ugly women, only lazy women exists. i dont want to be a lazy woman anymore! so i really did make an effort today. or rather a BIG EFFORT.

i bought these,

which i kind of regretted after a split second. and why does it cost so much to look beautiful.
anyway, i love nail polish (:

afternoon at home is always sleepy. how can i not sleep then. hate afternoon naps. grrrr. i shall blog more to keep myself awake.

its been two weeks after sch starts. its already so tiring! theres so much to learn, and little i can take. even a piece of sponge cant absorb for 10 hours, let alone a human brain. and note, mine is a lesser memory space brain, which keeps forgetting this and that. im starting to wonder, if i will still skip sch like i used to do last year. motivation is wearing off. ))):

odac is getting more tough, i mean seriously tough for me. see, what can you expect from a-choir-person. all i want is to slim down. and i will keep singing. lalalala

the mention of singing, i want to go kbox leeeeeeeeeeeen! :DDDDDDDDDD

i am so bored right now that i can go crazy. who invented hula hoop? i love it! wheeeeee.

12 jan 08

2008-01-12T00:09:00.000+08:00

i am very happy with myself. cause i had a fruitful week. with muscle aches. hahh.
okie, a little outline of my little achievements.
06/01 sun: went for evening jog with my brother.
07/01 mon: went for evening jog myself.
08/01 tue: PE with 6 rounds track, 2.4k
09/01 wed: odac training total of 4 rounds track and 2 sets of 20 storeys.
11/01 fri: PE with 3 rounds track(relay) and situps.
odac training total of 2 rounds track, around the sch, and 2 sets of 30 storeys up.

hope i really did shed some fats!
and now i am dead tiredddddddddd.

by the way i cant believe i didnt ran on saturday despite feeling so motivated. and i actually slack all the way till the last min of the day. how awful.

so, today had a stinky day, with pe and training. went dinner with fukie and branson. hah i feel that its such a weird combination. but anyway i kind of enjoyed chatting. or rather ALL THE BITCHING. i agreed that even the most innocent looking ones can bitch real well. cause bitching is in our blood. HAHA. what a phrase.

and yes, why do guys suck so much.
yucks!

05 jan 08

2008-01-05T14:19:00.000+08:00

its three days after sch starts. we're JC2 now! A's coming, so unbelievable and NOOO! its coming. ):

not a well-spent new year day. not a well-spent holiday. anyway i have been looking forward to sch. now that theres a major reshuffle in our classes, really got no idea who is in which class anymore. kind of troublesome to find out all over again. this new class, kind of been interesting over the three days. i feel more normal than how i have been last year. its just such a relief.

i gained a little more confidence in A's since i find what teachers explain more comprehensive. hope the enthusiasm wont die down so soon. still trying to adapt to sch days, when there is lesser sleep. tiring. and sigh, have to clear locker.

christmas is over with not much of pleasant surprises. looking forward to what else but chinese new year! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

today, its a home alone saturday. havent eaten my breakfast, a little hungry. i realised, i really can survive one whole day without food. why am i not slim then. grrr, so fustrating. i grown 3 kg heavier. i am determined, to jog in the evening later. >.<

i can do it!

signed off, motivated.

25 dec 07

2007-12-25T22:48:00.000+08:00

what a christmas!
night cycling plan last night was cancelled. each of us saved 32 bucks by going to shunli's house instead of what leen suggest. haaaa. hilarious.

watched i am legend, the ending is not at least impressive. thankfully we didnt go to the theatres to watch, or we would have wasted our 950.

slept from 6 to about 11. it was so warm and i wanted to shower badly. bet everyone didnt sleep well. yhih huua slept as if she's praying. i woke up in the middle of the 'morning' finding her kneeling there with head hanging down, resting on the mattress. haha.

so we went home after breakfast. then i spent half the day sleeping at home. woke up for dinner and watched television.

a christmas which dont feel like christmas.
where are the presents. hand them over. haha. :DDDDDDDDDD

24 dec 07

2007-12-24T03:53:00.000+08:00

been really lazy.
alright an update. this whole week is just disastrous walking. i feel like i covered half of a china in a week. didnt knew shopping can ever be tiring. its just another heartache to mention the cost and purpose.

have been losing sleep. like for very long. think its kind of good cause i managed to complete a portion of homework which is making me extremely satisfied with myself. :DDDD

they say, we are going on a night cycling on christmas eve. sounds fun. and look who's going! haha. christmas is really really coming! in 20 hours.
and presents? (:

actually have a long list of wishlist. but eventually realised it's all shoes. haha. and how many pairs of feet can i have!

in love with christmas songs, cause its like playing everywhere. you will know it when you shop for everyday in a week. its all the same old songs. again and again.

can someone please tell me how to grow a money treeeeeee (:

14 dec 07

2007-12-14T15:56:00.000+08:00

what i did over the last few days.
monday: nothing.
tuesday: shopping with mum
wednesday: kbox and dinner with wife.
thursday: heartware fund raising, alvin& the chipmunks.
friday: mum and chemistry(i mean planning to do it).

oh, i just realised. wednesday was fad's birthday. haha. though its a little late,
HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY FAD!
late better than none. (:

golden compass is good. alvin& the chipmunks is very very cute!
''theodore's butt size. how smart simon think he is. how much alvin smell.''

yes, its 11 days to christmas. :DDDDDDDD

06 dec 07

2007-12-06T23:31:00.000+08:00

so terrible. didnt go for run today, really very fat liao. sigh. ): have been raining these days. went out, but its like damn irritating. totally drenched feets in air-conditioned place. like so freaking COLD. then, really no appetite. like forever not hungry. maybe got too much fats stored in me. haha.

can someone give me the motivation to do strenuous exercises?

im planning on a trip back malaysia. damn bored.

oh yes, i need a new haircut. very badly. felt like my head is getting heavier, my neck is going to break soon. haha. and, thinking of having a new look for a long time. yes yes. a slight change will be good. (:

havent been sleeping well. always woke up in the middle of the night. rahhh! hate holidays. ):

goodnight.
this is hwee, turning into a cavewoman on 6 dec 07.

06 dec 07

2007-12-06T00:06:00.000+08:00

very very ADDICTED to this song. haha why is it so nice. please save me!
dont have the link. so cant share the song here. but anyway the lyrics is to the max sadddd.

我讨厌　阴天的风
冷得那么刺痛
只有你能够抚平所有的寂寞
昨天的风筝在角落
被谁丢到了路口
我很不想让你找到离开的理由
每一夜　闭上眼睛
我看到了恶梦
你微笑　但是旁边的人不是我
天空切开一道裂缝
直接割到我心中
不想装作脆弱
也不想爱得懦弱
其实我非常爱你不想失去你
难道我没有权利说我不愿意
你给了他的吻
虽然只有余温
可知道我多渴望抓住你的心
我知道他很爱你你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心害怕你离去
可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里　最后一句
其实还爱你

i love staying at home. but, i realise im getting fat. thats so sadd.
gonna start evening jog everyday from tmr! think i will succeed? :DDDDD

and LEEN start spamming alright. i miss you! (:

02 dec 07

2007-12-02T13:06:00.000+08:00

it has been days since i last blogged. almost everyday is a stay-home day. bored boreddd. totally nothing to do. and i just felt like staying at home, weird. haha. remember how motivated i was, saying i will study during the holiday. not going to happen.

everyone seems so busy. i need some shopping! who will contribute to hwee's shopping fund? (:

if i knew, should have gone for a vacation. at least got something to do. sigh.
what can be worse than holiday! ):

gonna ask someone out someday, damn free now.
DARLINGGS!

christmas is coming! :DDDD

2007-11-23T14:05:00.000+08:00

saw something on friendster. made me quite unhappy. i shall do something about it to make myself feel better.

you have no rights to think. to say. to comment.
you know it. it dont concern you.
its not going to affect you.
someday you not going to be part of it, anymore.

thanks people. for doing your part as a friend. stop me. warn me.
i am doing what i ought to do. (:

hwee is strong too.

12 Nov 07

2007-11-12T23:47:00.000+08:00

last two days my cousin came. haha. got the tendency to call her auntie lei. cause she is old enough to be my mum. she made me totally envious of her. shimmering diamonds. many many ):

so, econs lecture have been productive. can answer to cheryl alr (:
after breakfast i was sleepy to the max. and did something damn auntie with huua. haha.

was reading huua's blog. really bring back alot of memories. how i miss beatty!

i wonder, how will life be next year. mugging like theres no tomorrow? sounds very no life. sigh.

sigh, i guess i dont need to sleep tonight. haha i just took a super long nap from 4 plus to 10 plus. 6 hours!

i finished screamingg alr. haha (:
nights.

2007-11-10T18:32:00.000+08:00

wanted to blog last night but was sort of lazy and tired.

we went for bee movie, which is not worth our 9.50. dont think its funny as an animation or whatever you classify it as. storywise, pretty boring too. haha alright. not very worth watching. then we went for beancurd at selegie. (:

have been quite into beancurd these days haha.

so, i actually wanted to blog about the 21 bus driver who made my day. haha. this is how it goes. i was at the busstop waiting for bus, and when the bus came i was searching into my bag for my strawberry as usual. to my horror, i couldnt find it anywhere in my bag, then i suddenly remember that it is at home. so, the bus driver waited for me and i signalled that i am not boarding. he gave me a smile and asked why. i said i got no coins. haha. then he asked where am i going. novena i said. and he said nvm and signalled me to move onto the bus. haha. i was late then, cause i am suppose to meet the rest at 6, thanks to the bus driver, i dont have to go back home to take my ezlink. i was really happy and grateful.

like an angel in disguise. in blue! haha (: (:

so, after beancurd. icecream at home :DDDDDDDDDDDD

woke up early in the morning for rockclimbing which is actually sportsclimbing to be exact. was hungry and sleepy to the max. but it was a fruitful session. it was VERY FUN! (((:

climbing is addictive. so is flying. or swinging. and screaming. haha.

love the part when you slowly drop after you decide to come down. makes me feel like a fireman. haha.

awkward climbing posture ruined my perfect image. UNGLAM! haha. but FUN FUN FUN (((((:

i feel strong. yay. i am strong.

wanchin and i took a few attempts to take photo. but it didnt turn out quite nice. so i decided not to post them. haha. group photos then. (:

thats about all. look forward to seeing those photos others took. haha.

dinnertime! (:

2007-11-09T16:48:00.001+08:00

OH MY GOD, i am happy right now (:
i-scream! WHEE

was bored, and i just played with hula hoop. for half an hour!
shed some fats hopefully.
didnt go for odac again. yawn, headache.

rockclimbing! (:
actually i suddenly realise, odac is going for camp. OBS, just that i am not going. ):
SADDED.

later going to watch bee. :DDDDDDD
but i am bored and hungry now. ):

huua's bored day episodes. made me realise something.
sigh sigh sigh.

nevermind, i scream! (:

07 Nov 07

2007-11-07T23:06:00.000+08:00

Cut hair, cut hair not, cut hair, cut hair not.

today is a slack day again. haha. have been eating alot and not exercising at all.

and most importantly, it's darren's big day!

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY, DARREN! (:

Darren and his cute to the max TEDDY (:

like a little boy, with his first teddy.

and and and, PW is officially over! gone. totally not part of my life.

guess i can finally get some good sleep now. yes yes yes!

i need a vacation! like badly! :DDDDDDDDD

oh, thinking of taking up knitting class. ang, cheryl me. like grooming to be an auntie. ahah. anyone else? and i admit, i have been real bored. to the max. ):

swim swim swim (:

eh it suddenly seem that everyone is having camp or going to one. damn sad.

I WANT CAMP! what is odac without camp. i feel cheated. haha

oooo, rockclimbing coming up. (:

i need some 'fresh' activities seriously. or i will rust.

gonna meet darling, and laopo for kbox someday (:

and i miss yating very badly! (:

looking forward to bee movie.

i shall end off with this funny photo. BIG TEDDY LEE!

looks comical. haha

nights (:

31 oct 07

2007-10-31T23:12:00.000+08:00

Had headache in the morning, like AGAIN. so was late for OP session. apologies!
So, i presented formally. FINALLY! like once? haha.

Someone has obviously been such an ass. and if you're reading, i want to tell you:
Please stop being such an asshole, bastard. and
you really damn ass!
Be mad at me for all i care. best if you explode, anytime. haha.

So, played netball with the girls. well, it was embarrassing. i can be some rocket launcher already. haha. obviously returned everything to the coach. ): shall practise more and exercise more.
FAT FAT FAT!

but i did have some little achievement today. i skipped 100 times at one go, and did step-ups by myself. all self-initiated. well, i am not that lazy afterall. (:

I WANT TO JF JF JF! ):

dinner at hougang mall ljs, then to kovan for beancurd. then to compasspoint. haha. felt like i just walked a hundred miles. well, i feel bad for being so negative about her. but it was pretty funny leh. haha.

private joke: 15kg of rice? :DDDDDD

i learnt something from horoscope of the day!
Learning point:
Clarity is something you should never, ever take for granted.
So, clarify whatever you have not yet clarify today. You might find yourself in a situation where clarification is no longer important if you dont. dont wait till you lose it, then regret.
dont i sound sensible today? (:

mm, i think if i dont go out, i might turn rusty someday. haha. stardust here i come (:

what hurts the most.

29 oct 07

2007-10-29T23:11:00.000+08:00

one paper cleared (:
seriously, this paper is crap. nobody expected the bee passage to come out. lucky i didnt read the textbook, and study much. if not damn am dui. anyway, the last part is quite tough.
well, its over!

went to lunch with darren, damien and cheryl. and what a day, everybody went seperate ways after that. darren and damien went to meet friends, cheryl went home! so no life ): nobody went out, cant believe it. haha.
so, i went home too.

then,
sleep
sleep
sleep.

sigh, and now feeling quite down. dont ask me why. cause i dont know either. haha, maybe finally there is once i start to pms. b-o-r-e-d.
sigh sigh sigh.

too little too late

27 oct 07

2007-10-27T22:57:00.000+08:00

initially wanted to study for Chinese (oh, one more days to A's), but end up reading the bible. haha, ate at pepper lunch and i am very glad i did. the three of them was feeling hungry after that. haha!

so, today's topic is about condemnation. what a topic to ponder about. i was really touched by cheryl, when she say stuffs like never mind about the past. was really emo-ing for a while. and life group sessions, very chim. and got it after some explanation by lester. (:
it was fun, enriching and felt quite comfortable there :DDD

still considering whether i should go next week. hmmmm

went for dinner, icecream, and went home. i kind of miss eating the icecream. haha. (:
feel like some icecream addict.
huua went crazy over cheesecake. and i went crazy over icecream.
F-A-T-T-E-N-I-N-G.

somebody said this, ''love is for the lucky and strong.''
so am i the lucky or the strong?

and i heard about something that happened to my friend. some sad story. sigh
so, i went to read about my horoscope for today.

'For special insight into your latest quandary, turn to your coworkers or classmates today. You need to consult someone who either is in the same situation as you are, or has been before. First hand experience informs what they say to you and keep in mind that they might be leaving out some gory details for your own good. For that reason, you should get a few different opinions and hear things from several different perspectives. You can make the right decision, but first you need to hear the facts.'

so is this why god let me hear about her today?
are we in the same situation?
maybe its an indication i should do something about it. listen to more advices and make a decision.

chinese A's is coming! and i am totally not in the kind of mood. nuts.
tired, nights

24 oct 07

2007-10-24T23:11:00.001+08:00

yesterday i totally lost my voice. it was like damn sad. and thanks to that, i found a new use of cue cards. haha. was very tired and slept quiet early last night. guess what, i woke up at 3.30 the this afternoon. haha. was shocked myself too. then went to kovan to meet huua for her cheesecake. then then nothing much happened.

sigh.

22 oct 07

2007-10-22T23:04:00.000+08:00

My horoscope for today:
After months or even years of going back and forth in a relationship, you will reach a major turning point, thanks to a revelation, today. Sometimes things come to an abrupt ending, while other times they just slowly fade away. Certain truths are starting to become too obvious to ignore -- so you will have to stop ignoring them. Until you see things as they truly are, you can't move forward and give your full attention to someone who is much more deserving of your time.

22 oct 07

2007-10-22T22:38:00.000+08:00

Finally have the mood to sit in front of my com and work on my OP script.

Went to sch today and was late. Thought of making full advantage of the rain, so was slowly taking my time to sch. Haha :DDD

So, i self-declared myself promoted. haha. got 38 points.

cl - A
gp - E
phy - S
econs - E
math - C
chem - U

b-ECAUSE? haha. (:

Sore throat and cough is getting worse. in fact, its killing me. plus gastric, finally back in sch after two days of mc and its seriously unbearable. addition to that, i was to the max sleeeeeeppyyy. not being able to speak properly and sound right is real torture to me. and i cant singgg. ):

very very very sad.
felt like a sad song with nothing to say.
i mean no ability to say.

desperately trying to sound better:
i just drank one big tank of water, two spoons of biba syrup. two spoons of cough syrup. already finished all my lozenges. ate lemon honey sweets. drinking herbal tea next.

i need my voice back! any other remedy?
please call, 9-8-2-5-you-know-the-rest.
SUNSHINE say thanks (:

21 0ct 07

2007-10-22T00:26:00.000+08:00

one scoop of sunshine please.
with some chocolate chips, thank you.

SUNSHINE needs more sunshine-ness.

21 oct 07

2007-10-21T22:02:00.000+08:00

Huua came over yesterday. Wanted to go for lunch together at novena before church. sadly, was late and we had to go for church first. so, we was like hungry hungry hungry throughout. haha. my first time there, not too bad. just had problems remembering their names. anyway, i promised her i will be there next week. (:

So, we went for a movie after that. brothers all sold out. so we watched the brave one. it was better than what i expected. was wondering why is it nc16. alright, so after the movie we went home.

When we lie on the bed, we suddenly cant get to sleep. huua was like playing with her spongbob, and for me, phinphin. we gave spongbob a chinese name, it was funny - hai mian bao bei si fang duan ku. haha. oh, ze an look like spongbob!. as spastic? haha. we was high to the max. think we slept at 4 plus.

we thought we will wake up like 1 plus. surprisingly, we woke up at 12 plus. haha, earlier than someone! so, we was wondering what to do next, came up with this weird idea of staying at home and cook. C-O-O-K. and victims are my brother, his friend, leslie poh, darren, damien. its really disastrous cooking for SEVEN person. 4-course okiee. and it turn out not too bad for a beginner, just that...

for pasta sauce we forgot onion.
and added too much water. turned out a little bland.
not enough sauce for pasta. turned out a little dry.
not enough vege for the dumplings.
dumpling a bit overcooked. turned out meat a little tough.
dumpling stick altogether. turned out one big lump, but still edible (:
forgot seasoning for the omelette. - still taste nice can.
omelette become scrambled egg. - nicer isnt it!
poured all the syrup of the cocktail away, adding only water.

quite alrightt. cant imagine huua becoming a hawker or what. sure a, b, c d, E. she was like saying can la, first try never mind, everything got 70% can liao. haha. the boys really quite poor thing arh. but never mind, great effort. (:

cleaning part was worse. i hate dish-washing. but but but i never knew i am that smart, until i mopped the floor with just three simple steps. one, spread soap all over the floor. two, pour water to and sweep the soapy part away. three, mop the floor dry with a mop. haha, it turn out very clean okiee. so hilarious.

so worn out, but it was fun. three hours of cooking, total unglamness and the ratings we got is full marks from my brother, and from darren 43 marks out of 100. well, take the average still not bad. got A okie. (:

wondering how will life be in hostel. must really be good friends with neighbours, so that we can combine effort and cook together. haha. less tiring.

keep going my friend, you will make it. :DDDDD

if we fail A's, still can be a cook. LOL.

so borrreddd, know what. i still need to write OP script and the three questions that might be asked during OP. so sad lei. sigh. traffic duty tomorrow too. no accidents hopefully. haha.

nights.

20 oct 07

2007-10-20T00:52:00.000+08:00

SUNSHINE IS NO LONGER SHINING.
sunshine is sad.

19 oct 07

2007-10-19T21:15:00.000+08:00

Oh my god, im having gastric again. ): OUCHHHHHHHHH.

Odac as usual with two rounds, and three rounds of circuits and lastly two rounds of recovery walk. i am beginning to hate star jumps and love step-ups. and yes! i think i shed some fats again. :DDD

So, i just drank some milk. but its still painful ):
my fever subsided and headache is getting better. now is the sore throat.

its been three days since my parents went to hongkong. and im so BORREDDDDD! ):
have been staring into spaces for the past one hour. i realised i have been sleeping alot.
my daily routine is like eat and sleep, wake up eat again and sleep again. bored to the max.

saw this on friendster and think it is interesting, maybe true to an extent. (:

Virgo (Aug 23- Sep 22)
Today you will see some big bright signs that will prove to you that you are on to something -- follow your instincts and head in the direction that feels right. There is a role you're starting to get comfortable in that you never thought would fit -- just goes to show you that life always has surprises for you that help keep you on you toes. Community involvement could give you a bigger sense of purpose, so consider moving into a volunteer situation.

SUNSHINE IS UNWELL.
look out for rain. HAHA.

17 oct 07

2007-10-17T20:58:00.000+08:00

PW is seriously killing brain cells. just who came up with this subject, feel like slaughtering that person :(

Anyway, i think i can promote. I got a C for math and survived. but so many around us, seem to have done quite badly. hope they can make it to next year. good luck people (:

It's huua's birthday on 15th, and gkgy's birthday on 16th. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :DD

Sigh, better get back to PW now. Blog again soon. nights.

11 oct 07

2007-10-12T00:03:00.001+08:00

had math paper today, and was a happy girl. but not anymore, i need to watch green forest my home badly ): kind of addicted to it, but there is no episode 6! SADDD. was once again reminded of doomsday. SADDD x2. though, i knew by worrying now, it wont change anything, but just cant help it but to feel nervous. just hope math can save me (:

watched mr woodcock today. not a show that i would comment much on. average i would say. if you're going to watch that, how about lust caution. i got propaganda-ed by huua. it seem pretty interesting.

oh, there's odac tomorrow. plus need to wake up early for the traffic observation. ):
better go to sleep now.

nights. (:

03 oct 07

2007-10-03T19:40:00.000+08:00

SO BORED!. woke up late enough, like i said the day before. was bored to tears, when huua said shes going home. was planning to look through physics text at home, when i suddenly got tired of studying. aimlessly do random stuffs and fell asleep in the afternoon, taking nap that i hate. changed my blogskin (FINALLY) and busy keeping myself occupied. its a long day wasted. and feeling very hungry now.

was wondering what if i retain, though in my heart i feel that i wont.
hope huua and i can promote.
i guess i have to study for physics.
hope it makes a difference.

SUNSHINE(:

30 sept 07

2007-09-30T00:57:00.001+08:00

it has been so long since i have blog. promos is here ALREADY. god, it feels like post-promo. HAHA. especially after econs and gp paper. chinese is over. 3 down and 2 more to go! (phy is not a paper, more like worksheet. haha)

recent study sessions is fine. econs paper is kind of disastrous. gp paper make me feel a little sad. chinese paper make me drift. bad bad bad. i want to score well for math. but always feel like doing chem. weird.

have been feeling emo. emo. emo.

.
.
.

i think i will die before i am 21.

19 sept 07

2007-09-19T22:17:00.001+08:00

Wednesdays is no longer those days that i look forward to. cant go off at 1.30 anymore. so sad. Was very very hungry just now after math. my only break was like five hours ago. tothemax HUNGRY!

was doing up ''poh's little book'' and im really surprise that they could come up with such idea. im really defeated by them. haha. at kovan, we ate pizza hut, and we had a lot of fun. haha. guess what, we played with a piece of chicken from the pizza, mix it with coke, pepper, chilli, cheese, liquid cheese, some other sauce i dont remember. i swore it was damn gross. we played zhong ji mi ma, and the loser shall eat. the small piece of chicken was split into 4. which means all of us, get equal chances of eating one of the digusting food. oh well, i didnt get to taste it. so is tingting. but according to bryan, its the look like turn them off, not the taste. haha. i feel lucky today.

then back in school, we studied in the library. cheryl came to join us, and i feel bad to let her sit alone. in the end, my helpline and me shift to her table, leaving personal space for darren and teresa. things didnt work out you see. darren left the table for locker and came back with a guy. oh, so darren preferred a guy? haha, poor teresa. bad darren. :D

sigh. i should be studying. oh, still have to do eom. boring. huua said, if were to retain, also must retain with some good friends. haha, hope not la. hope miracle happens and both of us promote. study huua!

18 sept 07

2007-09-18T23:24:00.000+08:00

Havent been blogging quite some time, cause i cant find time to. Have been studying in school every evening, and by the time i reach home, i'll be like very dead. Too lazy to move, even to pour myself a glass of water. Today have been quite productive, did like 2 questions for d2, with UNDERSTANDING. produced at optimum capacity, am i right? credits to tingting! (:

Had lotsa of fun mimicking mr quek : Ladies and gentleman, yes, you got it.

Have been feeling very unwell these days. VERY GIDDY. could it be due to earthquake! haha. huua was random, she told us something like, ''there's earthquake today, am i going to die''. haha, thanks to all these headaches, i found a very good reason to sleep in class. a way that you can rest assure that nobody is going to scream at you for sleeping in class. oh, am i being a bad influence? haha. i was in sleep mode for the whole day.

someone was tempting me to eat long john's. i really wanted salsa cheese fries, but stayed in sch because it's 8 more days to promos! when i reach home, my dad offer to buy me macdonald's! no ljs, mac can be a good substitutes! demand for fastfood is cross elastic? yesyes, i must MUG. (:

thanks for wishing me good luck for promos, people. (: i hope you guys can do well too! best of luck for whatever you're taking. nights.

13 sept 07

2007-09-13T22:30:00.000+08:00

Okie, promos is coming. Didnt realise until that day someone told me. it's like about 13 days more. Madness.

These few days have been trying to study for promos after sch with huua they all, hoping that i will be enlighten much. And we had been trying to de-stress by going to the playground nearby after our study sessions. had been quite fun. and these people who i got to know recently, makes me feel like in beatty. where sch is somewhere we have fun and study at the same time. haha.

this morning i was damn irritated by some shit. first, the bus driver didnt want to let me up on the bus, when he OBVIOUSLY saw me. okie, because of that, i walked all the way to boonkeng. My bag was damn heavy la. then i saw zhaoxuan on the escalator, and the train is reaching in TWO mins. then i remembered i need to top-up value for my ezlink, he was like rushing me la. almost didnt make it for the train. haha. then reach sch, nobody want to move in front. only fad and maykee in front. all the guys are acting like girls like that, hide behind like they're so shy. please, act like a guy can. okie, then there was a gap in between fad and maykee, also between maykee and me. when i turn behing, neo was like staring with the kind of look he always give. damn irritating. and he said something that kind of pissed me off. so, whats with not moving in front. whats so big deal that he need to kick a big fuss over. crazyman. kind of hate seeing him everyday. yucks.

things became better, when all i remember is that i kept laughing. didnt go for econs and lunch with cheryl. Okie, they agreed with me, that our class have 15 aunties and 7 girls. no guys at all. how great right.

dunno what is wrong with me these days, like feeling irritated very easily. this is bad. am i smiling less and frowning more?

09 sept 07

2007-09-09T21:42:00.000+08:00

Havent been blogging for quite a long time, simply felt too lazy to do so. haha. these few days of holidays is sooo short. and i had obviously not made full and good use of it. die man, PWF,F,F,F. i seriously think i should get mentally prepared to retain.

woke up with a terrible headache today, felt like dying. didnt turn up for the duck race thingy, didnt go study with huua they all, everything didnt turn out well.

yesterday went town with them to celebrate my belated birthday. these people whom i miss alot. esp eileen chan and yating. oh yes, leeyen too. really havent been seeing them for a long long time. suddenly remind me of the days we had in beatty. the moment i saw lion and leen, i wanted kbox badly! yating too, i always felt like crying when i see her. haha. bad yating, always make me cry. ze an as usual, very spastic. alvin who never slim down much or not AT ALL. teck khang getting more and more ah beng. aaron, with his new hair colour. together with yinzhi. not forgetting huua and him (:

thanks to you people who spent time with me last evening.
and thanks for trying to make all these a surprise. its so unfortunate that i found out. (cant help being smart)

i've enjoyed the day, and i felt sorry that he didnt.

to ben who said something like - ***** go then i go. THANKS FOR BEING SUCH A GOOD FRIEND TO ME.
and to those who dont give a damn, THANKS FOR NOT COMING.
for those who was unable to make it, never mind. there's still next year (:

sch is starting again. dread it. hate it. loathe it. *let out a long sigh*

02 sept 07

2007-09-02T12:31:00.001+08:00

i cant believe he could say it so many times. i tried to ignore, simply treating him as an idiot. this is really too much. i guess he failed to understand how much those words hurt. i always wonder will he regret treating me like that. i guess not, i dont need such a person in my life. if now at this very moment, i walk out on the street and get knock over by a car, die on the spot, i would be better off. he wouldnt care. to him, im just nothing. just somebody to yell at when he gets upset, somebody to insult when he simply feels like it, somebody who dont worth his love, just like a maid who he can order around. if he doesnt treat me as family, why should i? he thinks that he is the smartest who knows everything, have all the rights, and when he gets upset, the whole world owes him a big deal. just what is so good about you? to me, nothing, nothing worth mentioning. if i am useless, how much are you better than me. have you shown concern to the folks at home, or at least try to talk to them more. share happiness with them, or rather us? you're just behaving like an individual, one who doesnt need family. all you need is your love. alright, only she is true and cares about you. whatever, who gives a damn.

all along, i shown you respect, tried to talk to you, hoping to close up the gap with you, but what have you done? seriously, what have you done for me, and for us. think. what is so good about you that you can insult people in such a way. you are far from being perfect, you certainly in no position to say that. so what if you're alr in uni, so what if you're older, what's so great about it? you can be in your own world for all i care, thinking that everyone must give in to you. i wont bother. i'll just get on with my own life, do whatever i want, like you never exist.

thank you for being such an asshole today. i appreciate that.

31 august 07

2007-08-31T21:11:00.000+08:00

today's concert in school was enjoyable. generally a good one i guess. the girls was so sweet to have cut birthday cake with me. thank you girls! then rushed off to beatty to meet the teachers.

it kind of feel good to be back there where everything is still so familiar. but, theres some changes made i guess. the central area got more trees. haha. oh yarh, and the moment we got there, we went to canteen to buy drink. the auntie still recognise us! and she still remember i love just tea peach. it just feels good.

then saw yating when we went up to library. oh my god. she gave me a hug and i burst into tears. how i miss her! then 6 of us meet up - jzeying, kelly, yating, yhih huua, val and me. samantha overslept! haha. and simin can only go off at 1. how sadd. sisterhood not completed.

we spoke with mdm ong, mr lee, ms lim, mrs Ltan, and mr quek who taught us alot (im really sorry that i dropped art). haha. after which we had lunch together and val showed us what wonders her phone can do. jzeying's can do it too! i want a samsung phone!

SEE! she's thinking of yating!

Val + yating = ME?

haha. i love the last one. arent we cute? (i know we are!)

too bad they've got something on, if not we could carry on taking more pictures. haha. sooooo saddd. then i went home and slept half the day 'away'.

Actually, today has not been THAT wonderful. the whole day i felt like crying. even during the concert. last night i have been missing my mum. just when is she coming back. what happened today made it worse for me.

i cant believe how unimportant i became. felt so insignificant and so depressed. today turn out to be the opposite of what i had expected. i would have cried to death if not for him. he gave me a nice treat of ice-cream that managed to cheer me up a little. at least someone in the world still cares.

actually what i wanted is really simple. just that nobody knew.

a happy seventeenth birthday.

pray that tomorrow will be better. nights.

30 august 07

2007-08-30T23:44:00.000+08:00

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30 august 07

2007-08-30T21:25:00.000+08:00

Today had a longggg day, but at least i remained a happy girl. the econs leture on durians and papayas was hilarious. and i became high for quite a long time after the lecture. went for dinner with cheryl and alvaNEH(xiaoming?).

Tommorow im going back to beatty with sr-beattyians. haha, super excited over it. hope all 4e4 ppl will be there. but i heard that the teachers all had to go off at eleven. WHY! teachers, pleassse wait for us k. Hope can see them still. haha.

the teachers have been stressing us with the countdown to promos!. 28 days to promos!. Oh nooooooooooooooooooooooo. seriously need to buck up. i dont want to retain! cause the three quarter's, Bermudas and the ite-alike shirt looks ugly,and awful to the max. i do feel sad for JC1s next year. so in conclusion, retain = die.

Oh yarh, i need to do my chem eqm now, if not tomorrow i'll will have a date with ms tan. haha, thanks to cheryl who sabo-ed me. okie, dont worry im not mad at you. i just knew you love me too much. i understand, so dont feel bad alright. haha.

how greaatt, first question of the tutorial and im already stucked.

28 august 07

2007-08-28T21:02:00.000+08:00

Today was a typical sch day, nothing special happened.

but, now i feel damn bad. when i was on my home after dinner just now. i wasnt really taking notice of what was on the pathway and my feet brush across a snail. its a SNAIL!. then i turned back and came to realise that i just crushed a fragile life. okie, i am SO guilty that i was eating ice-cream and being so distracted when walking. i blame myself for walking on the streets at night like that. i hate myself for walking that dark lane. and i just want to atone for my grave mistake. but how. i cant possibly put the snail back into one piece now. i feel bad. really really bad. arghh, no mood to do anything else.

im sorry, snail.

27 august 07

2007-08-27T20:35:00.001+08:00

today has been a bad day. cause i just feel very annoyed, right from the moment i wake up. maybe its due to the fact that my hair is causing me trouble keeping it tidy. or maybe there's simply no reasons for that. well, its just the starting of the week and im already feeling irritated by the slightest things. can say goodbye to the rest of the days alr. haha.

today thought of some of the crazy ideas. like giving someone some SPECIAL gift on that particular day. hahahs. its going to be damn fun. the thought of it will just make me burst into laughter.

im feeling damn tired now, and really cant make myself focus in studying for the econs drq test tomorrow. GG. im afraid i will sleep. haha. and i went to tried the nerd quiz today and found out about these. maybe you should try it too.

What Be Your Nerd Type? Your Result: Drama Nerd You sure do love the spotlight and probably have a very out-going and loud personality. Or not. That's just a stereotype, of course. Participation in the theatre is something to be very proud of. Whether you have a great voice for musicals, or astounding skills for dramas/comedies; keep up the good work. We need more entertainment these days that isn't television and video games (not that these things are bad, necessarily.)
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Science/Math Nerd
Musician
Artistic Nerd
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26 august 07

2007-08-26T20:01:00.000+08:00

i always thought i am quite girly until i tried this quiz. Haha.

You are 47% girly!

Playing with cars is always more fun than barbies, as long as you do it while looking good in those new shoes!

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Haha, this is so unexpected.

You are 34% Emo. Ha Ha!

Whiner baby.
Stop your whining and grab a tissue. Suck it up princess. You can do better, don't you think? Oh well.. anyway.. thanks for playing...

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Haha, i just knew it. i'm still a little angel.

You are 37% Bittch!

Well about half way there to becoming a full out Bittch! It won't be long now! I think you have a little devil and little angel in you! Right now there are fighting! Maybe the devil will win and you will be a big Bittch!

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hey, its really fun, do try them if you have the time. haha

26 august 07

2007-08-26T13:33:00.001+08:00

i just had a haircut, and im really looking uglier than usual. i swear i will never go there again. godd, how am i going to face the world like this.

Oh yarh, last night i had a dream about me carrying a shih-tzu home. guess what, the shih-tzu has a pair of cinnamoroll ears. it was damn cute. and mum was carrying another dog, which i cant remember what is it. anyway its just a dream, mum will never allow a dog at home, let alone two. i just kept wondering, was that a good dream? who knows, maybe dad will strike lottery tonight. haha.

check this out? its damn cool. hello kitty credit card. the sad thing is you must be 18 and above to apply. hope they will come up with some cinamoroll credit card soon. haha.

http://www.sanrio.com/credit_card/

today's meeting with sisterhood has been postponed. how sadd. next week im having an econs drq test which im not at all prepared for yet. and i always had this bad feeling that im not going to pass my promos. arghh. my headache is back again. how greattt.

25 august 07

2007-08-25T22:17:00.000+08:00

Just now when i was sorting out my photos, i found this photo. suddenly get more and more unhappy with my hair now. aww, i want my fringe again. and just when will my hair grow back to the same length that i used to have. i want it permed! come to think of it, i used to hate my hair for being wavy and insisted in having a rebond. and now, when i want it to be wavy again, it seem straight. and my mum said my hair behaves when i want to have a haircut, oh that's funny.

today went to study with huua and aaron. an unsuccessful attempt again, partly because its simply hard to concentrate with aaron around, and also thanks to my bad headache for the whole afternoon. so, we went to ntuc and spend almost 1 hour buying SOME STUFFS and went home after that.

time pass so fast that i just realise its 6 more days to my birthday. Haha. and we're allowed to go back to beatty! lol, looking forward to that. miss those days that we were in beatty. neverending fun mocking kb, and will never forget those expression of the girls when we associate xr with them (esp samantha) , yw's jokes, yulin's randomness, alvin's madness, and miss slacking in choir. eileen, i miss you! and qy too.

i feel so lifeless. ever since i came to jc, i havent been going to kbox after sch, go to town and waste time, hang out in tpy to snack, and chatting with friends on the phone like i used to, randomly sitting around and bitch non-stop. oh my, i miss hearing yating's angelic voice.

Finally, can meet up with sisterhood tomorrow. hope everyone turn up. then we can have fun eating together, like what we always do every recess. see ya, girls. nights.

24 august 07

2007-08-24T20:15:00.000+08:00

Everything is back in place. Now everyone is getting along well. thank god!. hahs.

today suppose to go eat sakura buffet with the beatty people but huua cant make it. so, alvin suggest that we dont meet. in the end, alvana, cheryl, yolander ( did i spell it correctly? ) and XIAOMING and i went to eat fries and icecream at mac. and yes, it's fattening. worse still, i just ate a bowl of noodles when i came home. right now, i can feel myself weighing heavier than what i weigh four hours ago. Arghh, i need to jf jf!.

Yay!. my dad has agreed to let me buy the red ipod nano, but have to wait until next month i guess cause brother just bought laptop. but who cares as long as i dont have to save up myself to get it. haha. just knew it, hes the best!

was flipping through the calendar, and realised its 33 days to promos. OH GODDD. i feel so dead. THIS IS SO PWF! okie, what if i cant promote. or what if i advanced and dont do well, then flunk my A's. then i might not have the chance to take A's again. end up in poly with some course im unsure of. then always occupied with endless projects and tutorials. go bonkers one day, and end up in some mental hospital.

this is when i start to think of what i wrote in my gp essay today. is the pursuit of paper qualifications detrimental to the entrepreneurial spirit?. i should have wrote: yes it is, it makes people go bonkers before even they come to the entrepreneurship stage. okie, this isnt funny. im going crazy.

*i just want to pass promos.

23 August 07

2007-08-23T20:18:00.001+08:00

These few days had been disastrous. It just people feel terrible to see things becoming like this. Nobody is at fault and this is so sudden. Haha.

I guess i could understand how she felt, since i have already been through these. she could have feel like there's no point going to school, dont wish to talk anymore or make herself isolated from the rest. (that's pretty close to what i did in the past). dont wish to see it carry on like this. i believe it takes a lifetime to find a bossom friend. if you think she mean something to you, stop being stubborn. it takes two hands to clap. but if one hand doesnt move, the other hand has got nothing to clap with, isnt it? hope both of them will make up real soon.

just had my chem SPA today. afterwhich i felt like dying. i made the same mistake for FOUR times. and wasted dunno how many thousand years to make the water level in the burette to 50.00cm cube. but was generally quite pleased with myself for being able to remember and write all the 6 errors. haha. just that if only i was a bit more careful, i would have enough time to finish my graph. OP was fine, even though i felt that we were not quite prepared. Oh my god, there's GP essay test tomolo! almost forgotten about it. haha. im going to do research now.

everything is okie for now, just hope that it will be just as well in the future, or at least tomolo's test. please wish bless me luck, thank you. XP

20 august 07

2007-08-20T20:33:00.000+08:00

I got very upset over the obvious scratches on my watch this morning. And now a little heartache.

i dont know what i should do, to make my life better in school. Things werent the way i used to think, when school is what i look forward to everyday. Some things just doesnt seem right. unfathomable people. i just couldnt tell if you're good or bad. everyone appears sincere. this is too much for me to take. It's frightening.

how i wish to know, am i really a friend to you?

almost gotten over it. thank you so much for the lesson learnt.

18 August 07

2007-08-18T18:03:00.000+08:00

I suddenly feel the need to get an ipod seriously. But mum says i've already got mp3 and she insist that i shouldnt buy. It seems that i must really get rid of my LEmon before i can get it. I dont think selling it will work, but there dont seem any other solution. How i wish i can throw it down from the sixth storey now. so that i can get a new one. haha. Desperate for the red 8GB ipod, i hope god will let my dad strike lottery tonight and he will buy it for me even if i already have one. Please! Drop an ipod from the sky. I'll be real thankful. ;D

17 august 07

2007-08-17T20:36:00.000+08:00

Today is generally a happy day, putting aside that i'm going to fail my maths quiz. In fact i begin to like school, suddenly.

Know what. someone said that my watch is nice. Oh finally, a positive comment besides the ones made by my mum, which i think she probably said that to console me for not being able to get the white or black one. Or rather afraid that i will want to get another new one. Haha. I felt very satisfied with it, or at least for this moment of time, wont want to get a new one.

had enjoyed my tutorial classes, even during PW. haha, it was fun gossipping and bitching about someone (Awww, how evil). Odac has been fun, i was feeling super hyper then. Perhaps due to the fact that we just slack there, learning how to tie some knots. and today is manjing's birthday, the cake looked really tempting! but as much as how it looked tempting, it is also very f-a-t-t-e-n-i-n-g. it just turns me off when it associate with FATS.

Oh yesterday i just realized i hit 29 times entry for the maths aspire website. (in case you dont know it's under 'Tracking') I ranked sixth. ;D that is so encouraging. I will aim for the top, to show how studious i am. haha.

havent been meeting up with aaron and the clique these days. and still missing the girls. hope to meet up with them soon. Oh yarh, and i seriously need kbox.

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ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder)
OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder)
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